Good evening moment with me,
I’ve been in a relationship for two years with complete love from my man…he trusted me so much like wise as I trusted my self….but I must b honest, myself later failed me and i can’t still believe it. It’s as if am dreaming but it’s in reality.
He doesn’t have much but d lil he have he shared it with love and in love…..I betrayed him but it wasn’t intentional and i don’t know hw to open up to him and if I do, will he still take me back. To be honest I love him and don’t want to loose him..but believe me I messed up.
I was a virgin… I promisedhim never to loose it to another man except him even if we don’t end up marrying each other as promised than lossing it to another man cuz he has been there for me in my tough and thin…he showed me light when I was in d darkness……but someone very close to me was against our relationship….she always reminded me reasonsto give up on him but i saw thousands of reasons to hold up on him he may not be rich today but I’m sure his tomorrow will be better…she kept on convincing me until one day d worst happened…..😭😭 I lost my pride to another but note: it was rape cuz I never concurred but i blame myself for going to his house (another )
But am still confused….my boyfriend still loves me and we still get in touch and i feel lyk telling him wat happened but I’m afraid he might quit the relationship which I don’t want it to happen.
Please should I tell him or should I keep quiet…I really need advice..please put urself in my shoes